Tôi còn nhớ, hồi ở biển, chị có hỏi : "Em nghe thấy tiếng cát không ? Tiếng kít kít đó. Nghe cát kêu thiệt vui"
Ah, cát kêu à. Kêu cái gì chứ.
Đã từ lâu rồi, tôi đâu còn cảm thấy gì nữa.
Tôi nhớ, lúc đứng giữa đồi cát mênh mông, tôi không cảm giác gì ngoài sự lo sợ, vô cùng bất an. Tất cả lệch lạc, tôi như bị lạc hướng. Mọi dấu chân in trên cát đều bị gió xóa sạch. Tôi không tìm thấy câu trả lời hay một mục đích, một hướng đi. Tôi sẽ mãi tắc ở chỗ đó. Bỗng dưng cảm thấy nôn nóng, vội vã, hoảng loạn. Không thể đi đâu, làm gì được. Cô độc và hổ thẹn về chính mình.
Cát kêu.
Tôi đã hạ quyết tâm không khóc trước mặt ai nữa.
Cát khóc.

Ter chan
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Just a short sadness in my head, or maybe not. My feeling is not OK today, is so terrible! And when I was reading Ter's blog to be more happy, suddenly I wanted cry.
WTF, is very terrible

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I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

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Need Leave out all the rest, very much!